Friday, December 4, 2009

To Do List of Sorts.

That's what I think it would look like if I charted my weight loss/gains over the past few years. I know I have lost a miniscule amount of weight in the past 3 months, but I haven't been feeling so great lately. It's hard being an emotional eater! I get excited, let's go eat! I get sad or mad or stressed, then I just want to eat to fill that pain or anger or void or whatever I am feeling that day. Why does eating make you feel better? I can't seem to figure it out, if you know, PLEASE TELL ME! I need to break the cycle!

Today, I broke down and went to McDonalds. And let me tell you, drowning my sorrows with a Big Mac was yummy! I did sort of regret that decision afterwards, but it totally hit the spot, so oh well, what are ya gonna do? I do wish I could come home after being gone for 5 months and be like "oh yah, look at me, I got real skin - I probs should eat a sandwich, shouldn't I?". But I'm guessing with only a month to go, that ain't gonna happen here..unless I get the stomach flu, or anorexic. I would like to go home about 10 pounds lighter than when I came to Florida, so only about 8 more pounds to go! Ouch..but in 4 weeks, that's only 2 pounds per week...super do-able! Right??

Well, this was a random post. Just trying to be more consistent and get back into a bloggy routine. I love me a routine! I think at this point of the night, I need to go watch The Nutcracker, while doing some sit-ups and pushups and then crash about 7:30pm. So...I've got an hour..eek! Bye y'all! Sweet dreams!


  1. I'm right next to you in the weight struggles. You are so right- when something goes wrong it just feels so good to be in control of anything, especially food. (At MickeyD's I go for the chicken nuggets- ha!) But at the same time, when things are going good, my first thought is "lets go out to eat!" What are we going to do?! Oy vey! If you figure out the secret, let me know!
    Have a good night XOXO
    PS. Remember when we were trying to get to Britney's 1000 situps a day?! Did you ever get there!? I think I got up to like 200 and then I felt like I was dying! Maybe I should try to do that again though!

  2. UGH weight is so HARD. I don't know why so much centers around food. The good and the bad. Hang in there lady, and you are beautiful!